The song is being played,
peace is being surrounded,
its refrain  'In loving memory of the one that was  so true..'  is making me nostalgic,
recalling memories of my childhood.

Yes,here i miss you Amma (grandma) ,
my ears  hankering   to listen  your lessons,thoughts,morals.
Those bittersweet memories when i  spent time  with you and grandpa,
when i purposely used to act innocent to get pampered.
I remember those Wednesday eves when i used to take money from  you to bring eggs
so that you can feed omelet to grandpa,
though you always knew that extra 1 Re. required for chocolate was my primary reason to force,
still you always smiled and gave me.
Today i have 10 in my pocket but those 10 can not fill out space for that 1 coin,
it was not just a coin for me,it was a token of indulgence,care.

whenever you were going out,I used to replace your walking stick with myself saying 'i am your stick'
now every time i look at any old aged lady with a walking stick that line resounds into my mind.
Your grandson used to tell 'Bada hoke aapko TV leke dunga',
so that you can comfortably watch spiritual channels,
now these words bring tears in my eyes,
because i have grown up now and i am about to become capable of gifting someone a TV,
but you are not here to receive ,
i can no more watch it with you sitting on your lap.
several times you brought smile on my face by convincing dad to buy me what i wanted,
now i miss you before asking him  for anything.

Your coverage and support when i made mistakes and mom shouted me,
your restlessness and home remedies while i was unwell,
your innocent quite face when we used to talk about any modern thing,
your teachings and thoughts are being missed today.
Yes your cooked 'sweet rice' is being missed today.

'Simple living,higher thinking' is what you always taught us,
your lessons were difficult to understand at that time,
but now it really mean to me.

They say good people become stars and shine eternally,
 i look at sky now and i feel blessed.
Thanks to  you for everything and that song of  'alter bridge' which made recall many things about you. :)

  

An ordinary but signifying eve at marine drive

winds are busy blowing,
clouds are busy roaring,
a piece of paper uncertain about its direction is depending on air to direct it,
rocks are unshakable like its belief,
'An amazing place named as marine drive' is driving me write here,
driving minds of people to think profoundly.


here some faces seem happy,some seem sad,
some missing their lost smiles,trying to find those in the layers of ocean,
some promising hands are being hold,undesiring to let go,
some broken hearts are trying to move on,
friends busy making memories and capturing it into their cameras,
folks unleashing their chaos as and when layers of ocean are going back,
parents seem satisfied looking at siblings who are enjoying their childhood.
may be,to feel these moments is the reason they have been struggling throughout.

sweet hindi song of 'Ayushman' in my earpiece is gently garnishing this eve,
time is ticking like unstoppable horse,
street lights making the view adorable,
stars making sky delightful,
its like messages are being conveyed everywhere by each component of nature.
sound of water saying,let the life goes on the way it is decided,
achievements will give you appreciation ,failure will teach you lessons,
twist and turns will make this journey memorable,
happiness and smiles will walk hand in hand
and dark time will come to remind you of God.
house of cards may hit the floor,
but it will again bloom with a precious experience.
concisely,it will not be wrong to say 'Heaven is here,Hell is here,its our perception that
decides where to stare' :)

Here i write again,
here i relish these breezes again,
drenching in rain,listening this refrain saying "Nothing else matters"
is driving me write again.

here i see a brooding bird,
seems uncertain about state of affairs,
but still gently holding off,
waiting to take a flight again.
wings are wet but not weak,
a chance to tread on air is all this bird seeks.

here i am uncertain about truths of life,
they are trying to give pleasure but sometimes uses knife.
Ensuring within that this agony will also teach me something,
perception will again help me set everything.

here i make up my mind again,
here i strive to make in a road,
where 'envious','detest' and 'hate' will be just baseless words.
All then will be some profound mysteries,letting it unrevealed will be juster .  :)

be the reason for someone's smile today,
look at the mirror and make that baffled person smile today,
look at the window and observe the sky,
birds are flapping their wings to give you reason to smile,
Breezes are carrying messages which wants you to be felicitous.

be the reason for someone's smile today,
get hit by your friend for an easygoing reason today,
giggle while your mom scolds you,
tell your dad that smiling curves are precious than budget graphs,
tell him to forget everything for a moment and just laugh,
give your siblings something for which they always crave,
with tickling tell your chotu brother that he is so brave.
pass a smile to a stranger,some trials are not just that danger.

help a needy who has doubt on his existence,
help a destitute who crave for his hunger,
just give them some time and something which will bring smile on their faces.
make them forget their sorrows and make them understand life's happy phases.
because smile has power to fetch the happiness,
so just be the reason for someone's smile today :)

The world of my own,
Far away but feeling brings at horizon,
Fictional but pleasurable than reality,
Something that dominates reality
Is world of my own.. :)

You r not the one i want,
You r not the one i love,
Its just me who live inside me,
Its just me who wants to enjoy this voyage of life!

People will come people will go,
What will always remain is ur own shadow!

The way they come,the way they say goodbye,
Only memories are there which will standby.

Endeavor to make them fade,
Ample barriers will be ahead,
But have to make,
with no more breaks.

Notch it what stops u,
Approach who can read you.
Scare the threat,
Breach the fright!

your past should be a history,
explore life,its a mystery,
feel the peace inside,
it will realize you ease everywhere outside,
then it will make u assuasive,
then happiness will be massive.

Feel the success at horizon,now without renounce just go on,
fetch the sky and make it yours,let the wind pass its over,
infer the omen, nature is calling you,
just follow it,keep walking and achieve what you always desired :)